Just another day, i guess?

So I'm getting pretty good at keeping myself busy.  Today I met my friend Jordan at the gym, I finally started back into weight lifting, and she seemed to not mind it either. It works out pretty good since our sons are close in age, she's engaged to a Marine who lives a couple states away. So we're both just trying to pass the time. After words, we went to this new tanning joint...it's called sinfully tan. Name's pretty catchy, inside is nice and futuristic, prices are good, beds are awesome...if you're  a stick figure. lol  I had never been in a bed that small before, so it was weird. I think I'll stick to where I'm at...unless I drop another 30 lbs. Speaking of dropping weight, tonight at work Kim and I were talking about starting up our own "biggest loser" type thing. We start Friday, wish me luck! lol I have to go buy a scale, I'm terrified to do that...not because i know it's going to tell me I'm chubby, I just have a lot of issues with what I look like, and the last time I owned a scale i went from a size 12 to a size 4. those of you who know my body structure are probably picking their jaws up off the floor. it was bad. 

 On a better note, I'm excited to do this count down thingy with a jar and hershey kisses! It's a count down until Stephen comes home. So every evening I'm going to take out a kiss, and maybe let Corbin eat it. lol  Maybe this will make the days seem to go by faster and not so snail like.  It feels like he's been gone for weeks, and it's been 3 days.  I don't like this "single" parent thing. :( I never realized how hard it is doing little things by yourself with a child around. Like taking out the trash...oh my word! I had to take it out before Corbin woke up the other day. I felt so bad for leaving him in the apt (even though I locked up when i left and the dumpster is with in walking range) but it just seems so silly to put him in the car to take him 500 feet to drop off a few bags of garbage. Bed time is a little easier though...that's usually Stephen's thing.  it's getting a little easier to stay by myself with Corbin. Not that I can't handle him on my own, I'm just used to having another person here when I sleep...I guess it just takes some getting used to?

I could write for like ever, but I'm going to have to go to sleep :( 

 Thanks for reading...God Bless